Thursday, July 7, 2011

“Bad People” or, “Bad Decisions?”


What defines “bad people” from, “bad decisions?”
Typically “we” as society look at “Bad People” as; Murders, Rapists, Kidnappers, Abuser’s, & so forth.  

But, what defines a “bad person” from, a “bad decision?” I’ve held this topic of conversation with many people recently, and surprisingly no one can come to a “realistic” agreement. Does the way we “think,” and our opinions make us either a “bad person” or a “good person that makes bad decisions.”

What about “Gossip” is that a “bad decision” or a “bad person?” the “Hebrew” word translated “gossip” in the Old Testament is defined as – “one who reveals secrets, one who goes about as a talebearer or a scandal-monger.” Therefore, people who “gossip” are people who have “privileged” information about a specific person, and proceeds to share it with people who have no business in knowing it, to begin with. So again is “gossip” out of a “bad person” or, a “bad decision?” Furthermore, I can say “so and so, is annoying, and I am better than him,” and some may look at that as a “bad decision” however, if “so and so” comes to me, and confronts me about what I said, and I lie about it others, may say “no, she’s a bad person because, she said those hurtful things, and because she lied about it.”

So that brings me to the conclusion; it is not “our” right to say someone is a “bad person” or they just made a “bad decision” because, ultimately I think what you do comes from some place. Take "Kacey Anthony" for example, in my opinion what she "did," was accused of, makes her in fact a "bad person" in my eyes. So if you do something out of anger, hurt or, selfishness ect. are you a "bad person," or just a "good person" whom made a "bad decision?"

So, let me know what you think here, at "Understanding is in One's self."
Talk to you Little Birdies later.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Burning.

I had to learn that in this life even a healed wound may start to bleed...


Today wasn’t quite the same as yesterday or, the day before. . One thing remained the same though.           
The thing that twist’s my mind, brings in that cold wind, and looses all my sanity.                                                  

You know the feeling…

Almost as if something, is inside of you killing all that is good.
Skin crawls at pretty much the sight of anything, eyes burn to the point of blackness that, makes everything disappear. Thoughts become frozen, frozen to the point; the words seem like they will forever live inside of me. Sleep seems good but, to far away.
I was burning but, you flew to me on a day like this,
and set me ablaze. You brought me back
to a fine burning, made my life take a better turning.


Through the blackning blindness,
and through the intolerable noise,
I hear the echo's of the truth you gave
but, I wasn't ready to hear.


They say keep the people that mean the world to you close to your heart, and in front of your sight.
People who you stood by in their highs and lows yet, they always leave our lives without a fight.
Then they say time heals an open wound but, the scar it leaves is never to be forgotten; a scar you carry around for the rest of your life, a reminder that; questions every truth you take in. A reminder of the truth you had but, pushed away.


Suffocating, searching for the truth...
The truth that will lead me out of this with my body, mind, & spirit attached.